Hard to express how I feel

I didn't feel too good over brunch. Decided to take a solitary walk through Central Park. It was a bit chilly, but I felt better walking among trees and basking in the afternoon sunshine. Most of the trees were quite dead. But you'd see squirrels jumping beneath, and playing with leaves. A simple lesson in philosophy, that we can't have one without the other. Life without death. Humans without society. Desires without drudge. Justice without fear. Contempt without passion. Love without jealousy. Love without vulnerabilities. Are they compliments or contradictions of each? It is quite hard to tell. Try embracing both, for that is idealism at its measured fullness, the 'glorious sadness that brings us to our knees'.